the truth of the lie

RIP AJ Boik 9/20/93 - 7/20/12
I never know what to put here. It usually ends up being some half-true stuff about myself that's been written in less than 30 seconds, but here goes nothing.
I'm a runner and a swimmer, biker and a laxer. I'm 19 and live in Colorado New Mexico (but my heart remains in my home state). I'm a senior in high school freshman at New Mexico Tech for petroleum and mechanical engineering, in IB former IB kid (yes, slightly masochistic), and really, I'm a smart kid, I'm just a perpetual slacker. I have one true best friend(?), and despite my numerous relationships, I am doomed to always (eventually) being single. I lead a fairly happy life, although most of the time that's just a façade to cover the uncertainty that clouds my life. Uncertainty that nearly nobody knows about, all because I have become emotionally removed from all that happens around me. The only place that I speak freely is in my head, just because of some disconnect somewhere between my brain and mouth/pen/keys. I have never truly been able to communicate what I really want, but I guess this will be as close as I can get.
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So many times I come home, eat dinner, realize I wasn’t that hungry to begin with, and that whatever I ate would have been perfect for lunch the next day instead.

I need to be better at life.

When you only have eight hours to sleep and your body doesn’t want to let you sleep for three of them. Sigh. Today is a Monday.

I’ve realized (yet again) that I can be a really big ass.

It’s almost 60° and beautiful out right now, and that alert down in the corner is for the buttload of snow we’re going to get Sunday. This is what a Colorado spring is. #ColoradoWeather

Oh man, I just remembered the Denver Auto Show is this weekend. Anybody want to go? I really want to work this in to all the other crap I want to do this weekend.

[April 10: my favorite part of the day] Quitting time. The end of work and the beginning of my nightly ride. Riding at night is one of the best things.

#work #quittingtime #longboarding #nightride #time #watch #FMSPhotoaDay #AprilPhotoaDay

[April 9: dark] I was hoping this would come out a little better, but there’s only so much you can do with a phone. I still like it, anyway.

#dark #night #Mars #powerlines #clouds #FMSPhotoaDay #AprilPhotoaDay

Also #tbt to when my parents had three daughters and no son.

#longhairdontcare #everybodythoughtIwasagirl #NationalSiblingsDay #sisters #siblings

The internet tells me it’s #NationalSiblingsDay (it could be lying, I’m not sure). So here’s to my two wonderful sisters, for I would not be the person I am today without them. Sometimes I wonder of we’re really related, and then I look at pictures of the three of us and realize that yes, yes we are.

#family #siblings #sisters #love #weareanoddcombination

It was ridiculously beautiful outside today, it’s starting to feel like summer. So, that means we’re getting snow next week or something, right?